Over the last month I've had time to think over and over all the reasons I love you. I might have also said most of these with my usual morning paragraphs. Well, here is the collection of them all :D. Ever since back in Year 12 I've thought of you as a great friend, and someone I could trust. I've always felt able to be myself around you, and you always listening to my random ramblings, or entertaining my likes made me fell accepted for once, when everyone had always had a problem with those things. After breaking up with Izabella, I decided that Id try to become better friends with you, and see where that would go. At that point it did not take long for me to realise that I really liked you. After that, I just ended up liking you more and more. What I didnt expect was that you would like me back. When we started dating I felt excited about every little thing, and get worried when we wouldn't talk much, but when I came to Brazil, I don't think I've ever felt more hopeful about something before. Everything I worked for over the summer felt like it was finally paying off, and hearing from you, someone who I see as this amazingly, heavenly touched beautiful girl, that I was handsome and pretty made me start feeling better about myself, and as I have told you you finally gave me confidence to take pictures of myself again, and I will forever appreciate that. Even more, I've never felt I matched with someone this much. I love how we both act weird and funny around each other, and how I can feel myself, being cuddly and affectionate with you. I love how you get mindful about me buying things for you, instead of taking it for granted, and don't worry, I love buying stupid things for you, I'm not too sure how else to tell you how much I love you, so buying things for you helps a lot (and I will keep doing it). And on top of all that, you are soooo pretty. Every picture you send me, I spend minutes appreciating with my heart beating at max. Dating someone so pretty is actually insane to me, and I still can't believe that you love me back. For you, I'd write a paragraph like this everyday, just to make sure that you feel loved. I love you from the deepest corners of my heart and soul, and I hope this month we've been together turns to many more in the future. Happy 1 month Bea. P.S.: Im typing this the day I got back, on my way home. The entire day today I felt completely helpless, and powerless because I kept getting delayed and moved around, but you somehow made me feel better and calm, despite all that. I don't think I realise how much you mean to me, but this feels out of this world. Thank you, and I love you. Happy 1 month again :D.